Chills - YouTube Success Lyrics

I was 16, somewhat of a loner
Just a freeloader
And my only friends were stoners
Dreams of better days
A lot of failed plans
I was feeling lost
Don't know what it meant
Started making vids, the only thing that helped
I couldn't focus on school, my head was somewhere else
It's a long road ahead I had to figure out
I knew I had to switch it up and take a different route

It was the first time
I saw success
Scared of the comedown
Holding my breath
The good and the bad times
It's all in my hands
It's all that I have now
I'm here 'til the end
(YouTube Success)

Started Top15s, people laughed at first
Then I hit a million views, they were acting hurt
My friend, said I live a life I don't deserve
All because his channel failed, funny how that works
But I'm grateful for my friends who supported
I Didn't thank you at the time but it kept me going
And I know that this is a blessing, I just hope I don't blow it
This game gets so hard but I gotta stay stoic

It was the first time
I saw success
Scared of the comedown
Holding my breath
The good and the bad times
It's all in my hands
It's all that I have now
I'm here 'til the end
(YouTube Success)

Look where we at now
Didn't go to college but I made my parents proud
Made it through the dark times, made it through the clouds
Look at everything we built from the ground

It was the first time
I saw success
Scared of the comedown
Holding my breath
The good and the bad times
It's all in my hands
It's all that I have now
I'm here 'til the end
(You Tube Success)