Chief State - Deciduous Lyrics

Honestly (honestly)
I haven't been myself for two whole weeks
This city gets me down
I wonder why it's always raining in my head (in my head)
I'll pitch my shelter in this bed
I am deciduous
Dying with the change of seasons
I can feel the rush
Of cold air against my skin and
Wish I could be an evergreen
Wish I could see the changing of the leaves
Wish I could be an evergreen
Wish I could see the changing of the leaves
In time when the snow comes down
Time will freeze while
My demons come out
Suffocate in winter's breath
Dissipate all I have left
Below the surface, in spite of purpose
I'm trying to forget
I am deciduous
Dying with the change of seasons
I can feel the rush
Of cold air against my skin and
Wish I could be an evergreen
Wish I could see the changing of the leaves
Wish I could be an evergreen
Wish I could see the changing of the leaves
I get by until the wind in my hair
Starts to freeze and ensnare
Leaving me in despair
I'm sick of feeling like I've got nothing left
Always stuck in my head
Fated to live with regret