[ Featuring Chewie ]
When I was ten, we got separated into classrooms asked to sit,
And we just started talking about what's gonna happen to us,
Felt like it was the end of the road it's boys to men (Boyz II Men)
I was mature about it but
It was really awkward, yeah it's really awkward
Living the same life but all still feel like we're impostors
I still have some questions, need to learn these lessons
Serotonin but the chemicals read off depression
Yeah I guess it's awkward, it is really awkward
Play it cool, but on the inside I am mixing toxins
Hostile in the calmness, Hide and Jekyyl don't mix
Sorry to my parents when my lips and fists start to clench
It's just all so awkward
6th grade, blood on my lips and tear stains.
Bell indented left a brass taste, next day there's a smile on her face
Messed up got good grades clean record. Nice kid, I was never better.
Get home turn into the devil. spit vile on those who knew me better
High-school into adulthood man I thought I would fit in
I guess I did but something still always just felt amiss man
Try to find myself but then it hit me like a brick
I'm still that same kid with the blood up on his lips
It was really awkward, yeah it's really awkward
Living the same life but all still feel like we're impostors
I still have some questions, need to learn these lessons
Serotonin but the chemicals read off depression
Yeah I guess it's awkward, it is really awkward
Play it cool, but on the inside I am mixing toxins
Hostile in the calmness, Hide and Jekyll don't mix
Sorry to my parents when my lips and fists start to clench
It's just all so awkward
This is a memoire to myself and to everyone who realizes that life
Can just be a little awkward sometimes, and that's alright.
It was really awkward, yeah it's really awkward
Living the same life but all still feel like we're impostors
I still have some questions, need to learn these lessons
Serotonin but the chemicals read off depression
Yeah I guess it's awkward, it is really awkward
Play it cool, but on the inside I am mixing toxins
Hostile in the calmness, Hide and Jekyyl don't mix
Sorry to my parents when my lips and fists start to clench
It's just all so awkward
