Cherri-P - Abhorred Lyrics

This feeling I know
Can be so very hard to hold
When the fear inside
Keeps eating us alive
And this pain we show
Can be very hard to let go
When the clues lead to zero truths
Anything we once knew gone now
And all the hopes we had are doubts now
As for the things we called home once
We must let go or we will drown now
Or we will drown
When I work so hard
But nothing ever gets out right
I wish to hold onto and never leave your side
And this pain I show
Is nothing that you cannot know
It's the feeling of letting go
And I can't be myself at all
Cause I'm told that I do it all wrong
But the truth is I am doing something because
I am here right now
I don't want to be all alone
In a place where I cannot call home
Being near you is all I know
I won't
I won't
I will not let go
Cannot count the many times where
I would hope you would see that I'm not bad
But you took trust and you used that
Now you see
Now you've hurt me
Permanently
Cannot trust you after what you said and did
I'll never see you the same
Even though you will not see it
And you won't know what I hated about you