Every time I lose my head
It's one step forward then two back again
And watch out now, I might just make you hate me again
And I admit
I said some shit I knew I would
I knew I would f*cking regret
And watch out now cause all the flames are closing in
We wasted time burning it down
I look around and there's nothing to show now
But the ashes
The remnants of combustive reactions
Okay my anger got the best of me
I had a moment I just hoped you see the rest of me
And when it's over I just walk around detesting me
And when I'm sober I just wonder what is left of me
I spent the evening contemplating constellations
It always feels like I'm causing situations
Lit a fire, drank away my reservations
And threw it all away, without hesitation
We wasted time burning it down
I look around and there's nothing to show now
But the ashes
The remnants of combustive reactions
And it's my fault again
It always was and it's always been
Oh it's my fault again
It always was and it's always been