Wading
While I'm thinking about
The same thing
Inside an ocean of doubt
Waiting
Try to hear myself out
And maybe
I'll find a way out
Throw it away
And laugh it off
It's always the same
It's always
It feels like a chain
Around the neck
It pulls and it strains
Shamefaced
Tripping up
I shouldn't be
Thoughts of mine
Are scaring me
So ugly
Give me some good energy
A sign, a touch, at least something
Hold me close
If I'm right where I need to be
Then why do my fears keep on growing
Consuming
Throw it away
And laugh it off
It's always the same
It's always
It feels like a chain
Around the neck
It pulls and it strains
Shamefaced