Can't Fly Video (MV)

I go in circles in my mind
It just keeps replaying to me
I wanna fly
Sometimes I feel like I can't fly
Cause everytime I spread my wings
You shoot me down
You sting deep
Just like a bee
I'm steady trying
But my heart's steady dying
I breathe in trees
I hope I don't have to sneeze
It's better than breathing toxins
I look back to view my options
Book a trip to fly
Spread my wing high
Then I hit reply, just to shoot me down
Part of me wants to do things that'll take me way, way back
Gotta dodge the bullet
At least, you hear it cock back
There's a warning with that
You take your time taking two steps back
No, I don't wanna be near enemies
No, I don't wanna be near enemies
And I don't wanna be your arch nemesis
Taking down walls individually
So long it's been killing me
Wasted time getting wasted with me
Hennessy had you feeling me
White, brown, brown, white, venomous
I'll pour it down the drain
If it gets you to see my pain
Seems like the only thing that mean a damn thing to you
I pray you would show me how much I mean to you
But, that ain't likely
You don't wear your heart on your sleeve
You just let me leave
You ain't even come after me
What are we doing
What are we doing
What are we doing
What are we doing
Sometimes I feel like I can't fly
Cause everytime I spread my wings
You shoot me down