Chell - God's Unfavorite Lyrics

Guess I'm
Guess I'm
Guess I'm just
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Guess I'm God's unfavorite
For all the years I've misbehaved
All the time I can't get back
'Cause time is so sacred
Losses left and right
Yeah someday I'll repay them
But for today
I'll just lay in the bed that I have made

Hidden ruins really driving me insane
Secret wasteland I'll decay in for today
Different outcomes could have caused me different pain
Shortened glory
Follow up with the gory days
I'm not okay
I don't know how I'm still alive today
I don't have it in me
Afraid to lose my empathy
Guess I'm just too much
Too high maintenance to be loved
But I just guess that I'm

Guess I'm God's unfavorite
For all the years I've misbehaved
All the time I can't get back
'Cause time is so sacred
Losses left and right
Yeah someday I'll repay them
But for today
I'll just lay in the bed that I have made

Guess I'm not worth saving
Tears wasted
Aching
Broken promises to myself and to my loved ones
Can't uphold a friendship
Leave me dry
I'm anxious
Holding onto something that'll never come around
No

Guess I'm God's unfavorite
I don't think I'll make it
I should know by now that I'm not worth the saving
Guess I'm God's unfavorite
Guess I'm God's unfavorite
You should know by now that I'm not worth your prayers
No

Guess I'm
Guess I'm
Guess I'm just
Guess I'm God's Unfavorite

Guess I'm God's unfavorite
For the years I've misbehaved
All the time I can't get back
'Cause time is so sacred
Losses left and right
Someday I'll repay them
But for today
I'll just lay in the bed that I have made