Chef Porry - Got Myself Forever Lyrics

Heart was broken, lost a couple pieces
Funny how life just kills you with the switches
I was getting mad and I couldn't think
I was blacking out with some stupid drinks
So I started smoking to clear up my mind
I was losing hope and I just couldn't find
A reason to keep going, so I was walking blind
But I kept it moving so now it's all behind
Leave it in the past 'cause it was f*cking with my mental
Still cannot believe the remedy was just a pencil
I just slowed it down, I just looked around
Almost didn't grab the treasure I had found
Now I'm on roll and can't nobody stop me
Fear's in front of me and I knock him down like rocky
Thought I miss your mind I also miss your body
Still get flashbacks of you saying naughty
And I've been chilling on my own
Now I'm looking back and damn I should've known
Yeah I should've known that I was way too young
Yeah I was way too young to be fooling 'round with love
This could be, this could be the price
This could be the price for all of my mistakes
Now I see the light, but I couldn't catch a break
Yeah I'm getting better and I got what it takes

Captain of my own ship master of my life
World falling down but at least I know I tried
Heart was broken and part of me just died
Unlike many I'm putting up a fight
McGregor with the swag but take away the talk
Rearrange your face with an uppercut
I've been making moves following my gut
Lately it's been telling me that I need to cut
Distractions from the mission
I am getting better forget the competition
I'm not doing this for the recognition
You better buckle up got my key in the ignition
Voices in my head saying that I'm shit
That I shouldn't rap in English 'cause I'm Latin kid
But then I have my instincts telling me I'm good
Saying not to worry that the bag has been secured
I've been battling my fears
And I realized that they're not what they appear
I'm not slowing down 'cause you know that I'm in gear
Yeah I ain't slowing down 'cause you know that I'm in gear
Put the pieces back together
Battled through the storm and I battled through the weather
Had the battle hard but yeah at least I found
Yeah at least I found that I got myself forever