Chef Mal - Lights Lyrics

Man I been sober twelve hours, out a coma
Seeing how my brain does with no opponents
I'm sayin f*ck it what's the point of this reality
To me it's waking up to burn down a tree or three

Pull myself up outta bed, I'm tryna be a better man
Woke up just the other day, had to give myself a hand
God damn man I think I need to find a new plan
This dream I've been living turned to be a sham

Chef dressed so deceased, I'm dripping in ghost
Chef flow so diseased, it circled by some crows
It's crazy how we breathe deep then we let it go
I'm sinking in my mind as I'm moving through the motions

Models dressed dapper turned on by a clap
Move it forward bring it back head up in my lap
Let it rain throw it up I profit off this trap
Flood it out let it drain an let it bring it back

F*ck up out my face I'm tired of your hatin
Stay up in your lane, go back to your station
Visions of these women dressed up in some lace in
I'm all up in my zen, making all these rap creations

Make music for my fans, like y'all are my patients
I thank you for your love, I thank you for your patience
This feeling that I'm feeling man it feel so amazing
I'm peeling back my pith put it back are you crazy

Woke up this last Saturday, to find out that I'd been made
Somebody more desperate seemed to need all my shit
I hope you hear my lines, then slit yah wrists with my knives
I hope you take a deep breath then realize you a waste of life

Room full of smoke moving through inhaling
Devil in my head pushing me to the railing
Hail on my face feels like it's impaling
I'm Thinking am I good enough
I don't think about failing

Models dressed dapper turned on by a clap
Move it forward bring it back head up in my lap
Let it rain throw it up I profit off this trap
Flood it out let it drain an let it bring it back

Lights get brighter then they blow
Sparks get hotter then they glow
Time gets longer as it slows
So I crumble an I'm rollin up dro

My flow it stink, it pungent
I clog this shit, now plunge it
I'm Pissin cheese like Munster
Then blow it off when fun start
You caught me on the back and forth
I'm tripping off this brick road
I put it in and want it more
I'm showin up in beast mode

Life ain't peaches and roses like it seems
You've gotta take the average of the mean
Kings don't always end up with a queen
That's why I cross it, ball it, for my team

Light it up, molotov
Pop it off, call me boss
Smother me, I hit the three
Middle finger, let it ring