Chedda Ree - Traumatized Lyrics

Still got trauma from the third grade
Seen some shit that happened broad day
Seen some shit I shoulda never seen
Niggas getting shot damn near like everyday
They booked my brotha took him far away
that shit it left me kinda sideways
I wish it never happened that way
Want me share my feelings don't know what to say
Raised up in the trenches our brain ain't the same
Heart ran through the dirt that's why I'm how I am

So please don't say you love me, just rub up on me
Cause I can't do no lovin' im only lusting
You can't get no ring from me you must be buggin'
Catch me in the moonlight late night touchin'

Raised by the wrong male figures, probably why I couldn't give you my best
Still really got love for ya, but I know ya can't repeat what I just said

I do some things and I can't help it, it's just from how I'm raised I know I'm selfish
Wake up screaming out my sleep that's what I'm left with

Cause Babygirl I'm traumatized, quit thinking you can make it right
Babygirl just open wide
And lemme treat that body nice

Please don't get attached to me just bring that ass to me
Don't know why you after me you know I'm bad for you
Don't know why you keep bashing me, I'll only laugh at you
I know I ain't perfect girl, I know you know it too

Know I'm the worst, know I'm the worst
Can't feel no hurt, I'm laughing first
It's like I'm blessed, it's like I'm cursed
I'm dishing vibes on every verse
Locked in my zone f*ck what you heard
Step in the booth it heal the soul
They love the sound I'm on a roll
Just hope the drink don't take it's toll