Chasing South - Frozen Over (Silent Hymns) Lyrics

I'm kidding myself if I think five songs you'll never hear
Will somehow manifest new memories of you and I, from non-existent years
So I buried my thoughts inside my head, then I buried my head in the sand
If I can't entertain these thoughts, who will?
Nothing ever seems to go as planned for me

What has brought you to the surface now? I swear I saw you drown
I can't believe I'm diving in to save you this time around
When I threw you overboard, I barely hesitated to throw you a rope
Now all these years later, you followed your dreams, and I can't even hold onto hope
Onto hope

Would you say I'm nowhere if I know where I am?
I'd just say I'm spineless
Would you call me a coward? That, I couldn't stand
Please just scream for silence instead

Would you say I'm nowhere if I know where I am?
I'd just say I'm spineless
Would you call me a coward? That, I couldn't stand
Please just scream for silence instead

I'm making the worst of a bad situation. And the sky's frozen over
If I could move my icy fingers, I'd write you anything
I'm making the worst of a bad situation. And I'm frozen over
If I could move my icy fingers, I'd write you anything
(Oh, oh, oh, oh...)

So what do you want to hear from me after all these years?
And would you take an apology from me, or would you tear me to pieces?