Ladies and gentleman
Guess who's back?
Oh yea
Chasey The Illest nigga
Oh, it's been a minute
Tears in my eyes could flood the sky
Feeling hopeless now
Me myself and I
The only, lonely, and the oldest child
Walking paths of life and people think I would've folded now
But when life's a bitch you poke her soul and hope to make her smile
Even though you know there's pain behind it
Like looking to a mirror but the glass is stained with problems
There's one solution and I came to find it
But when you lost within yourself
You can't deny it and you refraining to hide it homie
Just wanna be the one, but you one below it brody
Feel like they taking shots
But you just seeing things Jody
You don't know me
You see me and think I'm filled with joy
But I be crying in this life
My old girl called me baby boy
Sad to see my look on life is blinded as a thought
I Stevie Wonder why
Or when in life I had got lost
It's whatever we crunching time, we on do or die
Never light it up but I'm so low I'm contemplating high
Just to fight and find my wings and fly
While Solange is on repeat
Feel like a Crane inside the f*cking sky
Word to the wise bird
Banking on my name
Chase stay ahead by like five thirds
I know you hear me
New me, but still be on some old problems
A little bit of change, I just got some more problems
But since seventeen you know I'm nicer man
Preaching peace but still would ice a man
Nasty 19, the kid done got colder than Yzerman
Whoa
Hey
Uh huh
It got me thinking like
How the hell did I make this far?
Still can't find a love that sticks with me like these bars
You know
You know
Oh baby you know
How the hell did I make it this far?
Still can't find a love that sticks with me like these bars
But, word to that girl cause she still got my heart like she did from the start
Like she did from the start
Yo, that got me thinking like this
Look
Uh
Man I want everything
From fame to a girl that deserve a wedding ring
Pushing through the mud on a bike
We keep it pedaling
I swear I'm finna be the best
Putting work, see the evidence
Every time that I speak this voice could break down yo whole residence
Know I got an angel and the boy ain't even heaven sent
But I keep getting blessed for shit
Like why I'm getting blessed for this?
I don't go to church, could barely read a verse from Exodus
But know deep in my chest, I stress, the Lord will never exit this
Intuition is telling me, dish these gems, intercept this shit
Muse is in this music, touch her soul and feel the best is this
But know it could get better
My nigga Kinz just hit a juug, now his water cleaner than ever
I can't filter this
The pain inside these verses causing curses
No one feeling this
Yeah they feel the beat
The choir sing
But they don't feel my shit
I guess it's hard to get cause I play with the thought of ending it
Lord, I ain't no quitter
But my finger on the trigger once more
I know I told y'all til next time so I'm back to settle the score
With the bullets I had before
This my cry for help
And I got tears hitting the floor
While I'm spitting out my pain
I'm here begging you hear my soul
I'm on the edge, letting the good times roll
Cause I been through way too much pain
I need y'all niggas to know
Love ain't all it's cracked up to be
But the greatest drug I'll ever know
Addicted to it like a fiend
I get that shit at every show
The only problem is it's free
We ain't ever getting dough
But when we finally get that bread, know that all these niggas toast
Jam that shit and do the most
I be the killer, getting iller
Do my business, then go ghost
Had the fat lady hitting every note
When she asked me how I'm doing
It was murder that she wrote
Spilled my memories for enemies who think that it ain't over
This the nineteenth chapter and I finally feel I'm getting cold
But know it's gonna get colder
January 12th, Nasty 1999
Just another year older
Ya dig?
Sheesh
Yo man
Whoever hearing this, whoever on the other side of the phone or the computer man
This past year has just been a blessing and a curse
I mean people listening to the music
But I lost one of greatest people to ever come in my life man for real
And they probably know it's about them to but you know whatever
I just pray that me and you can go back on what we had
Word to your family and everything I been praying for you but uh
Anyways, Yeah the kid finally 19
It's my birthday nigga
I don't even know how I made it here like I shouldn't of made it to 18
But, here's to many more to come
99 till infinity
Oh yea
One