SLEEPING I JUST NEED SOME MELATONIN
I've been having trouble sleeping I just need some melatonin
I've been having trouble with the demons need some serotonin
I don't really see the competition where is my opponent
Cause every time I hop up on a beat I f*cking own it
Keeping my guard up 24/7
My mind been full of darkness since like 11
My therapist said this is what you call depression
She said to talk about it this is my expression
It's like some days I wake up and I feel ok
Some days I wanna put a bullet in my brain (BLAH BLAH!)
Please don't be concerned now cause I know just how to handle it
I'm good on my own I can deal with the abandonment
Music is my life so I put a couple bands in it
They said that they like me couple people started stanning it
Even if I fall you gotta know that I will land right on my feet
Imma go and tell my story on this beat
I've been having trouble sleeping I just need some melatonin
I've been having trouble with the demons need some serotonin
I don't really see the competition where is my opponent
Cause every time I hop up on a beat I f*cking own it
Keeping my guard up 24/7
My mind been full of darkness since like 11
My therapist said this is what you call depression
She said to talk about it this is my expression
You gotta remember the dark clouds pass
You can't just sit here and stay worried about the past
Sometimes you gotta leave people right in the rearview
Acting negative I don't even wanna hear you
But that's ok imma go and do my thang
I hop right in the stu that track is gonna bang
I'm chilling w the crew chilling w the gang (I'm with the gang)
You cannot f*ck with us you do not have the range (NAH)
How am I so sad and so cocky at the same time
How could I go envy someone's life when I got mine
How could I sit here and be sad about my day
When I could go outside and smoke a healthy jay
I think I gotta put the drugs down for a little while
I started acting reckless, yeah I starting acting wild
I wouldn't take back any moment that I've been through
Didn't think I make it but look at me I got through
I've been having trouble sleeping I just need some melatonin
I've been having trouble with the demons need some serotonin
I don't really see the competition where is my opponent
Cause every time I hop up on a beat I f*cking own it
Keeping my guard up 24/7
My mind been full of darkness since like 11
My therapist said this is what you call depression
She said to talk about it this is my expression