HOURS LOST Video (MV)

Hours lost
Oh, yeah, yeah

Wasting my time in the house, yeah
I'm wasting my time in these pills again, baby (baby)
Wasted and trying to heal, yeah, mm
So tell me how the f*ck to feel now
Back out on exhibit
Back up on my feel I feel attraction, let me kill it
Had to go to rehab to reestablish my commitments
Non-religious, the cynical but I cycle through optimism shit
Breathing, had to find a way to stop the bleeding
All of your chemicals, I believed them
Left me for dead without any reasons

I close my eyes and I paint in the dark, tracing light
Lost my focus, lost my drive
All this time
Lost my mind

I was lost, baby, wasting time in the mountains
I was lost, we've been wasting time trying to count 'em, yeah
I can see that I was fading away
Just like how I'm fading every day, shit
I was lost, I almost took my life in the shower, f*ck
I was lost, abusing all that money, sex and power, baby
I was lost, mm-mm
If I said I wasn't I'd be lying

See my future in your eyes
So don't tell me that you're leaving me
Don't leave me, baby
Don't leave me (yeah)
I'm in my foot, yeah

F*ck this back, she drivin' this shit to another lane
Burnin' rubber in the DM, kickin' out the pains
All this mental pressure, I can feel it in my brain
But if I don't escape I think I might just go insane

I don't wanna live and die, I wanna live and live
Higher than my expectations, gave all I can give
Every track that drops, a hit, they'll shout, I never miss
All this active actin' like the devil's advocate

I was lost, baby, wasting time in the mountains
I was lost, we've been wasting time trying to count 'em, yeah
I can see that I was fading away
Just like how I'm fading every day, shit
I was lost, I almost took my life in the shower, f*ck
I was lost, abusing all that money, sex and power
I was lost
If I said I wasn't I'd lie

When I'm waking up every day, I cry
When I'm lying in my stomach, can't feel it
Fifteen minutes
Inside it kicks in
Fifteen minutes till I drive away
Fifteen minutes, yeah
Fifteen minutes
Ooh, no
F*ck my past, keep around
Keep around
F*ck my past, keep around
Yeah, there's things that I said, I'm not too proud of