DISCONNECTED Video (MV)

This might be depression
My body is cold, I slowed down my soul, I got too invested
Your drugs are involved, the story gets old
I don't know my lesson, uh
When I speak through the music, I spill my confessions, uh
F*ck a church or reverend
This existential disconnect
Cameras flashing, feel like slashing off my f*ckin' neck (slashing off my f*ckin' head)
Plunger and ghost, I'm out of potion, I've got nothin' left (nothin' left)
I feel sorry for the wall I smashed my head against (smashed my head against)
I smashed my head against, feel sorry

Feel disconnected, uh
Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah
I'm back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah
Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless?
Hit me, hit me, hit me

I'm fallin', I feel disconnected (disconnected), uh
No angel's callin', barely forming sentences
My brain is (fighting/rottin'?), no more interventions, yeah
I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump, if I jump, then I'll liberate
Oh, why're you talkin' to me? Baby, talk no more
I can't hold it, baby, my whole body's numb
I don't wanna feel, I feel disconnected (disconnected, disconnected, disconnected)

Yeah, oh, oh-oh-ah
Take some time (yeah)
I hear them talking, I'll be fine (fine)
One call and, I'll be on my way (on my way)
I lied, but that was yesterday (yeah-yeah)
She's not the same (yeah-yeah)
These broken veins, won't heal in time for you to save
Oh, what a shame, I'm f*cking up the family name
Hop off a plane, a different country every day
You said the grass is always greener, but the sky is gray

Feel disconnected, uh
Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah
I'm back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah
Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless?
Everywhere where I make you feel it, baby

I feel disconnected (disconnected), uh
No angel's callin', barely forming sentences
My brain is (fighting/rottin'?), no more interventions, yeah
I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump, if I jump, then I'll liberate
Oh, why're you talkin' to me? Baby, talk no more
I can't hold it, baby, my whole body's numb
I don't wanna feel, I feel disconnected (Disconnected, disconnected, disconnected)

Yeah, yeah, I said
I said, I feel disconnected
My whole body's tempted
Am I just (?)
Your whole damn family

Bitch, bitch, yeah, I feel disconnected
No angel's callin', barely forming sentences
My brain is (fighting/rottin'?), no more interventions, yeah
I'm done with talking, yeah, yeah-yeah

I don't wanna feel you
Your head is f*cking disconnected
From the bodies, (I don't wanna?)
(?)