Charlotte Rose Benjamin - Slot Machine Lyrics

I took the ferry in at 6am
I don't think about my high school friends
I spend the day making up stories in my head
The tide is higher now than yesterday
I've got some problems but they're so cliche
Would you miss me if I ever went away
I've only ever had the same thoughts over and over again
I'm just a vegetable trying to stay alive
I think I learned the truth at seventeen
How to breathe underwater like a submarine
And if I let you play me like a slot machine maybe I'll win sometimes
Does your girlfriend wanna stay the night
Does she like it when you touch her thigh
Does she know I'd let you absolutely ruin my life
I've only ever had the same thoughts over and over again
I'm just a vegetable trying to stay alive
If you think you could love me don't go away yet
My fingertips are frozen off from holding up your unrequited offer
I like martinis dirty and tequila dry
I've been unsatisfied junior high
You don't know me but I'll love you till I die

Spent all my money on take away
Walked along the water and I felt ok
I'll live at home just for the holiday and the weekend
I've only ever had the same thoughts over and over again
I'm just a vegetable trying to stay alive
If you think you could love me don't go away yet
My fingertips are frozen off from holding up your unrequited offer