Charlotte OC - Choice Lyrics

I wanna feel your pain
Your loss becomes my gain
Oh my, oh my
I want the shame you feel
I want the same for me
Won't mind, don't mind
Could have security
But that would make me weak

Just drop me now
You know I'm dying to hit the ground

'Cause if I had the choice
You would kill me into heaven, heaven, heaven
All that noise, I hear everybody talking
Let them, let them feel my force
'Cause if I had the choice
As if I have the choice

'Cause if it doesn't hurt
How would it ever work?
I've tried, I've tried
If all the love we made
Was just to keep me safe
Oh lies, oh lies

But if I had the choice
You would kill me into heaven, heaven, heaven
All that noise, I hear everybody talking
Let them, let them feel my force

'Cause I know how it ends
In your dad's car sitting in the layby
With my makeup down my face and your eyes bone dry
Oh, it's just how it always goes
One of us wants it more than the other does

But if I had the choice
You would kill me into heaven, heaven, heaven
All that noise, I hear everybody talking
Let them, let them feel my force
If I had the choice
As if I have the choice