Fortunate Video (MV)

What is this painful emotion that I feel inside of me?
How does it fill me up easily and still make me void and free?
Where did it come from, and why does it keep me up so late and worried?
When does it find the time to go away, and still darken life for me?

Why is the sun down in summer?
I guess it's for me not for others

Why do we glow, we keep it close
You're the road that brings me home
I know you know, love you the most
Found the one that makes me whole
Take me outside, dance in the lights
You're the star to brighten my sky
So why do we glow, someday we'll grow old
But it's with you so I'll be fortunate

Cards against me, you're posting all these pics with guys that you never know but
Evidently, you lead em on until they're all different versions of me

Save me, you're crazy
I'm begging for mercy
Why don't you comfort me
I'm hurting, I'm hurting

Why didn't I know any better
Love you I did but you'd never

Why do we glow, we keep it close
You're the road that brings me home
I know you know, love you the most
Found the one that makes me whole
Take me outside, dance in the lights
You're the star to brighten my sky
So why do we glow, someday we'll grow old
But it's with you so I'll be fortunate

Trickle down, pull me up, I'm insecure
Why does my music stay close to your soul
Trickle down, pull me up, slip through the holes
Broke some more glass just to cut through me more
Trickle down, pull me up, I'm insecure
Why does my music stay close to your soul
Trickle down, pull me up, slip through the holes
Broke some more glass just to cut through me more

Why did you go, we kept it close
Were the road that brought me home
I know you know, loved you the most
Lost the one that made me whole
Take me outside, danced in the lights
Were the star that brightened my sky
So why did we glow, someday I'll grow old
Won't be with you 'cause I'm unfortunate