Character the Glitch - I Wish Lyrics

I wish I could cry and be comfortable
But my heart is so guarded untouchable
If I do open up then a lil paper cut
Make me feel like I just shouldn't f*ck with you
No I'm not scared of falling but getting back up always leave me so sad and dysfunctional
No I'm not scared of falling but getting back up always leave me so sad and

Limits exist for a reason I know
We exceed em' or die with our baggage in tow
Baby so focused on gaining control
I worry about her, might cost her a soul
I can't do nothing but pass her the smoke
Avoid all my problems get high when I'm low
Back on the wall way too frequently
She say she love me, don't know what she see in me
Can't get upset when she say that she leaving me
I couldn't think of a time where she needed me
No one to blame but the way that I never stop talking except when I should say it all
I know I stumbled on this cause I still get excited whenever she pick up the call
Is it naive if I ask you to light the way
A lot on my mind today
Opportunity I need the time and space
Maybe just something to drink
Killing myself with the way that I cope
I just wanna feel better like right away
Yknow I carry as much can
And I never complain I don't mind the weight
Yknow I'll be here as long as I can
And I never complain I don't mind the wait
Don't mind the

I wish I could cry and be comfortable
But my heart is so guarded untouchable
If I do open up then a lil paper cut
Make me feel like I just shouldn't f*ck with you
No I'm not scared of falling but getting back up always leave me so sad and dysfunctional
No I'm not scared of falling but getting back up always leave me so sad and

Look
I can probably explain why I be shutting down but you don't ever won't like what I have to say
Yeah I'm usually drunk, but this ain't nun heavy, just had me a cup of some Alize
I hope I don't choke
I done seen love in the eyes of the people who hurt me the most
You gotta forgive em
Cause everyone's guilty
You can't predict the way winds gonna blow
I'm begging for grace cause the mercy comes after
Remember the way I was spared in the past
Think about work I put in and the help I ain't got
While I'm handing somebody my last
The least I deserve is the way that her eyes meet with mine
How she smiles when I talk and we laugh
Hold the thought like a hug
Fall in love with the lie
Like a high going up
Gotta prep for the crash
I trust in the process
Don't know what I'm chasing
Like maybe some comfort
Or maybe some praises
Or maybe I'm damaged
I just can't embrace it
When I look at you
I know that you're amazing
And I know that loving me isn't the safest
You told me you're fragile I don't wanna break it
I start overthinking
Like what was I thinking
Heart break in the making
I should run away

But I wish I could cry and be comfortable
But my heart is so guarded untouchable
If I do open up then a lil paper cut
Make me feel like I just shouldn't f*ck with you
No I'm not scared of falling but getting back up always leave me so sad and dysfunctional
No I'm not scared of falling but getting back up always leave me so sad and