You left
Never wondered why
Played video games just
To pass time
I've always just wanted
To see
You one last time
What do you see when you look
Into my eyes
Pain sadness b
Ever wonder why
Went threw hell and back
Just to get to you
Had you for the
Moment but it never
Felt rite To me it was out of sight
But I learned how to fight
After you left
I was depressed
Didn't wanna get out of
Bed
Just wanted to put a bullet
In my head
I was fed up
With your bull shit
Partying every night
Just to forget you
Drinking every night
To kill any memory
I had left of you
I'm fleeding away from this I can't keep
Chasing this
I'm starting over
With a different girl
Every night
Now I get to do what
I want
I kick my self to think
I cut everyone off just for you
I stopped going to the both for you
Only hung out with you
Then some new mother f*cker
Came out of
No where
That shit hit me
Like the bullet that hit jfk
Like the planes that crashed into
The towers that day
But now
Im f*ckinng bitches with thick ass's
My life ain't boring I'm f*cking Girls
From all over the world and I ain't even
Touring
Got 24 tated on my chest so you know
I'm always in beast mode
Ya breaking up was a blessing in
Desquise
Didn't think so at that
Time now I grew to be wise
Yeah I grew to be wise