Chandler. - Front Lyrics

You don't know me anymore I swear you just know what I was
I just kept my guard up, got a lot of problems on my front
On my front, yeah
I've been out of luck, yeah
Breathing out a sigh 'cause I made it through the month, yeah
I don't wanna cry but I been feeling stuck, man
Changing all the time, keep my guard up I just, I just, I just

All the idols that I grew up seeing made me question all the things that I believe in
I been tryna find the greater meaning
Not quite a goat, this my satyr season
I've been learning how to be alone, plant the seed
And beat it til I see it grown
Eating, feasting til I get to Neiman's
I been fighting demons let the record show
I don't need no one to check for me
If you cross me then you dead to me
What have I done, like vasectomy
All these thoughts have been affecting me
Barely made it through the month
I got some issues with the trust
The way that they cheating and lying they beating the lion
I'm learning to not give a f*ck, yeah

I don't know why you been acting different, I know something's up
Burn me like an incense, you been missing, and I've had enough
Swear that I've had enough
I've been tired of acting tough
I'm down to the wire, they calling bluff
Well maybe I'm bluffing I just need loving, realizing I'm not really cut for this stuff
I was wide open for way too long
I just been hoping I make it home
I just been hoping I make it home

You don't know me anymore I swear you just know what I was
I just kept my guard up, got a lot of problems on my front
On my front, yeah
I've been out of luck, yeah
Breathing out a sigh 'cause I made it through the month, yeah
I don't wanna cry but I been feeling stuck, man
Changing all the time, keep my guard up I just, I just, I just