[ Featuring Oliver ]
Little did they know what I've been through,
I'm know to be one to make an excuse,
But know where I've been and where I need to get to,
I need help just to get through,
Cause I'm feeling a little bit down today,
I know I can't remain afraid,
My emotions they came out to play,
It doesn't matter what I say,
I'm in the studio it's Saturday,
Got to record before it's to late,
Dru and I need to escape,
I'm down a bit one day I'm gonna be a dad and have a kid,
Cause Carmen I know what we've been through but look at us now I'm really proud, you support my work and that means a lot you're always there when I drop I'm not gonna quit or stop until the day I make it to the top,
So now I have a thought,
I used to pray to God,
I wonder when that stopped,
I know we've had that talk
I know that you forgot
What its been like to go to church,
I used to go there when I'm hurt
Now Satan he like to flirt
He throws my name in the dirt
Cnd In St.Louis I couldn't settle
There were some people I couldn't let go,
I made a mess like popcorn in a kettle
I told my self I was a rebel,
God I don't know what else to do?
They don't know what I've been through,
I know I'm broken to
Why did I have to chose
Between life or death it gets me stressed,
When God told me more Satan called me less, I have some things to confess
But one day I'll forget, I know that I'm an asset to the game they look to me who am I to blame, They know when I rap I'm free so I'm gonna just be me, y'all better run from me,
So distant, I hate reminiscing, My smile is back I don't want to stay hidden it's cold out I might need a mitten I stay true to who I am and written,
So today there's no escape
I know I'm a bit to late,
I can't remain afraid,
So it's time to get on stage
Cnd it's time to turn the page!
But I can't remain afraid
No I can't remain afraid,
No I can't remain afraid,