Here I am again
Mixing misery and gin
Listening to Merle
At a smokey neon dusty dive
The kinda place you wouldn't find
A girl
Getting drunk on memories
That thing called love walked out on me
And broke my heart
Yea I still hurt but feel no pain
Sipping barstool Novocain
From a jar
I'm not trying to escape
Or trying to find a way to un-break my heart
I'm just looking for a place, looking for a place to fall apart
There a boy across the room
Smiling at me but I see through
Those lying eyes
He wants to pull me in and dance me slow
Be my low rent Romeo
For the night
But what's so wrong with what he wants
If what he wants is what I want
To help me forget
Sometimes there's things a girls in need of
To feel that need to feel that feeling again
I'm not trying to escape
Or trying to find a way to un-break my heart
I'm just looking for a place, looking for a place to fall apart
They say time heals everything
But damn the time, damn what they say
They can kiss my glass
Here I am again mixing misery and gin
Listening to Merle