eternal summer Video (MV)

Pulled me aside by the pine trees
And you said it might be time for me
To let our footprints melt but how
Hint of bitter citrus in the air
I howled as the winter wears
Her cloak in the white of your eyes
Glaring my demise
The scientists lied
When they pronounced these needles as evergreen
Our best decolors in ways I had not foreseen
Folds permanent the way your laugh lines crease
If I don't trust the seasons or the pine trees
Can I trust anything

To love is to be utterly alive
To once more fear what shall ensue when you die
Awaking the grip of mortality
To lose is find solace in fate
Admit to pillars of mistakes
That led to a deadly disease
What a tragedy
Yet was it arbitrary
How the frost seemed to target you to bite
Hate how your bleeding sap will scab over with time
Less permanent than the receding glacial ice
And I don't trust how the seasons trivialized
Just about everything

You call it off
Call it the last winter
Where is our eternal summer
Why are we the casualties
Why is it so hard for me
You greet me with a grin and a chainsaw at the base
Slice a clean cut through just before it disintegrates
You say if I need a reason you'll have a reason made
You can be a better god and I can have someone to blame

But I just want to stay asleep
Sick within this fever dream
And we'll be ready for spring when we wake
From this long hibernation
Free from the commitment's weight
Like stripping off bark from our bodies
Like sprouting new leaves from the remains

I'm always gonna love you (even after the last winter, even in our eternal summer)
I'm always gonna love you (even after the last winter, even in my eternal summer)