I think i think too much when i'm by myself
Being with me one day, you could never tell
Be with me for 3 months, then maybe you can tell
Why my life is such a mess and why my mind is such a hell
Can never have no smile
So i gotta fake it
Cause my teacher told me i should fake it till i make it
But this shit is not working
I've been faking my whole life
This path ain't going nowhere
I should end it with a knife
That's what satan tells me
"Nigga why you here for"
Can't end it now, i got way too much to live for
This why i don't say "f*ck it"
The people that i f*ck with
Can't survive without my presence
Their life just becomes nothing
Something with no future, a life that will not go farther
I ain't grow up with a mother but i grew up with a father
That was in financial crisis, i ain't know where to get water
Now i'm back to my own buisness, make my presence be felt louder
As i sit up on this rooftop, wonder bout the world
When it's gonna end
When it's gonna curl
When is it gon be my time
To the point i can't survive
Hope it's no where near my prime
Legacy needs to align