CHAINEDTRACK THE DARK PRINCE - love kills not? Lyrics

I grew up in an environment that told me i should never love
I grew up with a childhood that got serious lack of hugs
I grew up in a place
Where niggas was in my face
Stayed calling me a disgrace
And the bitches they had no taste
Cuz I was there and I was lovin, I was capable of affection
I would of been a simp, i'm glad i never got the message
Never put first, I was never even second
I was never a priority and that's where i learned my lessons
But every time i talk to you, you make feel a different pull
And every time i talk to you, I consider other rules
Every time i talk to you, i look at you and f*cking smile
Even though you put my entire philosophy on trial
Every time i talk to you i think of us as living together
Eating together
Sleeping and in love with each other
Everything that goes against about what i say
And what i think, you makin me feel that it's years away
And i should really hate you for that shit
I look at my past of warnings against what i feel
And i done told everybody that i'm done with it
I told everybody and they momma that love kills
I said all that without feeling how love feels
I thought i knew before, but this new feeling gives me chills
And the crazy thing is that you f*cking love me and it's real
After everything i put you through, here you are still
Ready to love me
You got your arms wide open ready for some affection
After everything too, your just crazy to love me
You look deep into my eyes and all you see is depression
I done been through a path that had taught me some lessons
That got me acting f*cking crazy that's why I am so reckless
All i cause is destruction
Never wanted no lovin
But the way you make me feel
I can't deny that i've fallen in something, i've fallen in something
And i should really hate you for that shit
I look at my past of warnings against what i feel
And i done told everybody that i'm done with it
I told everybody and they momma that love kills
I said all that without feeling how love feels
I thought i knew before, but this new feeling gives me chills
And the crazy thing is that you f*cking love me and it's real
After everything i put you through, here you are still
I've become a f*cking sex addict
Losing out on my virginity, I caught addiction now I got a sex habit
I'm going wild, wild i'm living like magic
F*cking and f*cking i don't need no passion
On to the next, like a blunt i just pass em
Yeah the girl that I gave her my V card
While f*cking on her, shit became a habit
That's how it happened, f*ckin on all these bitches turned me a savage
I done changed on my game
I done switched up my lane
I'm the measure of pain
I'm a seed of the hate
Sweet talk to the bitches
Then f*ck on the bitches
Then nut on the bitches
I nut in they face
I put them in place
Then go to my place
And write some more music, no longer the same i'm sorry
This the birth of the dark prince
I ain't use to get no bitches, now i got em on my dick
And my vision on my music, its so strong it's heaven sent
I ain't got no time for nothing, I don't need no love again
You've been loving me for 3 years and here you are again
Tryna lock me up and love me on exclusive shit again
Look at what you would've done to me, if I had said yes to you
Back when you had first ask me I didn't know what to do
I didn't have a f*cking clue, all that shit that happened slowly after
I got cuffed and you got cuffed, by the wrong people tragic
I don't got no damn regrets because a whole f*cking savage
Would be seeded and given birth years later magic
You say you ain't got love for him
And how you gon switch up on him
And how you started f*cking with him to forget about me but look again
Look at where we at now
You look at me sad frown
Because i had told you not now
Yet again