im so tired of this shit. Video (MV)

Here I am
Lost again
Been here many times like suicide is my friend
Sad and alone, and there's no close end
Another failed attempt so now i do it all again
Here I am
Lost again
Been here many times like suicide is my friend
Sad and alone, and there's no close end
Another failed attempt so now i do it all again, and again
Again and again and again
Eternal depression no end
Nothing will ever make sense
They say that's it all in my head
Again and again and again
Eternal depression no end
Nothing
Nothing will ever make sense
They say that's it all in my head
I don't wanna let them down, but i'm losing will to keep living
Why do i need to stay on this planet bro ?
It's nothing but f*cking bullshit bro
I wake up everyday and regret it bro
Every moment that i'm up, i'm wishing i was dead
Or sleep, because i don't like living
I'd rather sleep for eternally than deal with the pain bro
Is it really worth this shit?
Is whatever life has in store for me
Really worth all this f*cking pain bro?
I'm sick of this shit
And people have no idea what the f*ck is going on bro
It's like your living through this world of pain and suffering
And you got to do it by yourself because it's so hard to explain
Even when you want too
I always find myself in the corner wondering if i wanna live or not
I'm so tired of this shit