I imagine speaking my pain in perfect descriptions
Writing all my feelings down knowing someone will
Lord please forgive me if this all for sinning
I'm tired of apologizing but not turning to your vision of myself
Where am i going? heaven or hell?
I'm becoming better so it's getting harder to tell
Remember back in the day
When i was well on my way
To heavens gates
But i ended up falling on my face
Because of faith
Ever since then i've been winning
Both sides in my head but the evil is winning
And i know as i cry that lil devil be grinning
F*ck him and f*ck the demons that be in my head drilling
The message of depression with perfect deception
They know exactly what they're doing, no misconceptions
But surprisingly
I've been showing little possession
I've done nothing but deny the enemy to possession
Of my soul
Lord, thanks for niggas like Cole
He's all i listen too, when i'm in the battle mode
Even though i got my soul i feel like i got no soul
So i'm taking all my feelings out
In this song that i wrote
Called Dear God
Please listen
Please listen
Please listen