I'm numb
She must think I'm stupid, I'm not dumb
She must think she Cupid, got me strung
I was way better on my own
That was way before you came along
Still been buried in my phone
Hoping that you'd text me "how's it going?"
Shit love really got me strung
This some shit I'd turn into a song
She got me feeling all alone
F*ck it I stay right I'm in my zone
I stay out of sight, until I'm shown
Yea I'm left eroding, heart of stone
Yea yea, it's been a long time since you called yuh
Been a long time since I balled yuh
Been a long time since I balled yuh
I just leave it up to fate (up to fate)
Like anyways, risk your life or never bother
What's the choice for me today (what's the choice for me today)
I been praying at the gates for just a scrape off someone's plate (scrape off someone's plate)
I just started from an addict, not to give what I can take (to give what I can take)
Now I'm fallin
When I wrote, I'm stuck in place just like I'm walkin (just like I'm walkin)
You left a hole inside my heart, forgot I got one (forgot I got one)
F*ck the paper chase I was needin you
8 figures, not a single one as clean as you
I'm losing my mind cause I can't even lean on you
Yung Chac, I could spill my heart on the interlude
F*ck you, and you too
And you too, and you too
If I knew this shit 2 years ago I would've never talked to ya
Don't feel like I'm living now, I suppose that's because
I don't feel the same buzz
In my head, the same fuzz
Fuzzy memories of when I met you
I tried to forget you
I'm numb
She must think I'm stupid, I'm not dumb
She must think she Cupid, got me strung
I was way better on my own
That was way before you came along
Still been buried in my phone
Hoping that you'd text me "how's it going?"
Shit love really got me (shit love really got me)
I put these hunnids on me (I put these hunnids on me)
Numb to pain, at least I'm honest (numb to pain, at least I'm honest)
My old bitch would make me vomit (my old bitch would make me vomit)
New bitch look like Pocahontas (new bitch look like Pocahontas)
I pray for some help
I pray for some guidance
Know my heart gon melt
But at least I done tried it