Celladoor - Solar Lyrics

I'll find it hard to write this song but maybe you can prove me wrong
Love's hard to get but it's not gone, that I'm not dead, I've just slept too long
I do not know if I should say but just this once I'll say it anyway
This thing I speak of moves so fast and it's very very hard to catch

If I miss it this time then I am done and I guess that you'll just carry on
I pray maybe I could be wrong but maybe I can never belong
Coz now I know what it is like to see that secret shining light
That so many died to keep alive and so many've tried and failed to find

I didn't mean to rock your boat
I didn't mean to rock your boat
I didn't mean to rock your boat
I didn't mean to rock your boat

My twisted heart's been wound too tight, all weighed down by a thousand minds
You cannot run from what you are even if you've a head start
I used to think I had to kill myself to give my life meaning in exchange for hell
I saw no light in all this rain, people are mean when you're strange

But like everyone else I can be wrong, I'm glad I am, I can be strong
When you smile you take me world's away but I'm dragged back every single day
I spit and scream at all this dark, I might not win all the time but it's a start
I guess in the end I'm trying to say when I find you I'll find a way