Time will take me there
Then I'll know I'm square
I'm better than I was back then
But it always starts again and again
Maybe I see too much
Maybe my head's not f*cked
I wish I could feel myself
But I am everyone else
Is this really as good as it gets
Most of this I'd like to forget
I know that all this is a dream
Coz I'm still awake in my sleep
I just want to lie back down
And I never want to be found
There I can sing my songs
And they won't bother anyone
I should not have asked
But I can't take it back
I cannot relax
How long will this shit last
How long will this last
How much time has passed
I just cannot wait
Am I running late