Celeste - be gone Lyrics

I need the paradise
I need to free my mind
And I will do that when I'll be gone
How do I survive?
How do I take my life?
I know I'll have that when I'll be gone

I mean it's struggling
To live trembling
Walking on the border line, I'm in pain
They tryna compromise
I think I won't realize
I know I will do that when I'll be gone
I'll be gone, I'll be gone, I'll be gone, I'll be gone away
Gone, I'll be gone, I'll be gone, I'll be gone

Fell off the best boat
In the worst flow
Wanna be back with a blow
I won't do it like this baby
Cause I don't feel at home
In my own home
I got lost here
Come and get me far away

You own me half of my life
Sometimes I lost me to satisfy your eyes
And now it's burning, I feel the pain
I try to run and to run away

I need the paradise
I need my mind
I will have that when I'll be gone
I mean it's struggling, you know that
I know I'll have that when I'll be gone
When I'll be gone

I mean I got it, but you own me
Half of my life, half of my time, all of my time

I need to free my mind
I need more time
I know I will have that when I'll be gone

Won't be back in a blow
I won't do it like this baby
(Won't be) back in a blow
I won't do it like this baby
(Won't be) back in a blow
I won't do it like this
(Won't be) back in a blow
I won't do it like this

Uh, Imma stop my tears to fall down
I've been living through these years making a stupid count down
About now? All I know is leaving this town
Try to wait a little more one day you're gonna say wow (now say wow)

Always in the loop (loop)
I know I'm the hoop (hoop)
Try to wait a cause one day you are gonna bow down

All they tryna say (hey)
But I don't wanna play (hey)
All these motherf*ckers tryna make me drown

But no, not tonight
In these empty days all I think is to heal the inside
I've been praying and complaining under the moonlight
Caged and framed on the wall, waiting to die

I need to free my mind
I need my time
I know I'll have that when I'll be gone
I'll be gone