Ceenami - Runnin' (feat. Esh Morgan) Lyrics

I've been running but I'm stuck,
Maybe if I pass the baton, despair will pass me up
I'm taken aback
Feelin all my troubles stacking up
I'm cracking sput sputtering
Starting to feel my mind give up
When will these troubles be over
I'm beggin and starting to plead
That maybe I'll start to see the summit peak over
Four leaf clover
That's what I need to fix my luck
To come runnin back
And summon a fraction of passion
That I had amassed while sober
Or maybe what I need is still in me
Instilled in seeds of beets that beat inside my heart that I can't see unless I bleed
Maybe the lesson ain't to think less of me
Maybe depressions possessing me
So later stress won't get the best of me
Or maybe struggling is better
But I've never had to fight so hard to face the stormy weather
I'll weather it, whether I see light or catastrophe
I'll try best to pull my self together
Piece by piece
Hey
Is anybody in there
It's starting to rain here
I'm just a solo fella
With no umbrella
Hey
I'm feeling kind of stuck here
Addicted to my fears
And it's still not sunny
Ain't that funny
I've been, steady reaching out, for someone's hand
Strugglin trying to understand
What is the plan
Always thought I'd develop into another man
Now I've been enveloped in unshedable
Paper skin
Life's a cake walk, they said
The challenges you'll face are, basic
They decorate but lace it
With traces of hatred then tell me I should taste it for greatness
Hey
Is anybody in there
It's starting to rain here
I'm just a solo fella
With no umbrella
Hey
I'm feeling kind of stuck here
Addicted to my fears
And it's still not sunny
Ain't that funny
I feel alive yet,
I've been dead for years
Smiling through tears I won't cry yet
Keep my eyes dry for my peers
Steering while blurry to see just how far I get
I've lost my resistance
But mission's a mission so lift up your chin for this lickin
Life is a kick in the throat
I'm coughin' and spittin' and begging for an intermission