I've been staring at the sun with my eyes closed
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh
If these are the last words I write
I want you to know that I tried to make it right
But I've been poisoned and I can't sleep at night
Need to get away from the dark thoughts in my mind
I've been running in the snow with my shoes off
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh
I try to unsee her face in your eyes
I feel so betrayed where's the trush in the lie?
I am broken cause it's you that I adore
But you can't leave me if I'm first out the door
Give me clarity through the pain
Let it hold me up and help me rise again
Give me the strength I need, don't let it fade
Give me a place to go to face all of my shame
All of my dreams have been spilled
I've been made a fool, how can I rebuild?
I shouldn't have given you a second glance
Damn your love and damn this second chance
Give me clarity through the pain
Let it hold me up and help me rise again
Give me the strength I need, don't let it fade
Give me a place to go to face all of my shame
I'm in control
I'm in control
I'm in control
Give me clarity through the pain
Let it hold me up and help me rise again
Give me the strength I need, don't let it fade
Give me a place to go to face all of my shame
I've been starting at the sun with my eyes closed