Do I need to be happy?
Movies told me there's beauty in loneliness
Am I too deep to catch it?
There's a bubblegum sweetness between my sharp and heavy breaths
The water might be dark but at least it's warm
Do I need to be happy at all?
I run, run, run guts in knots
Run, run, run, and can't stop
I run till my vitals drop
And haven't started medication
'cause I'm afraid of a-a-addiction
My receptors are empty
Only traces of what there might've been
Can't I ever be happy
Keeping busy for hints of dopamine
Waves, it comes in waves
So many demons lately
Whispering to me daily
Waves that sound like they're wailing
I put a mask on and fake it
Cannot last long so I
Run, run, run guts in knots
Run, run, run, and can't stop
I run till my vitals drop
And haven't started medication
'cause I'm afraid of a-a-addiction
Addiction
Addiction
Addiction
Addiction
I run, run, run guts in knots
Run, run, run, and can't stop
I run till my vitals drop
And haven't started medication
'cause I'm afraid of a-a-addiction