Cdukes - Broken Lyrics

I know that it's over
But I don't know how to start
To try and start over
And just mend my broken heart
It keeps getting colder
Voices tell me I'm too far
I want to get closer
And just mend my broken heart
Never told you how I really felt
Now I'm seeing you with someone else
And I'm here so angry at myself
I do that too much I think I need help (Yeah)
But I tried to show you how I felt
I wish I was more fun to hang around
I don't feel like I'm enough now
And now that it's over I've gotta rebound (Yeah)
But every time I see you again
I want to feel something
But I don't let myself cuz then
The pain rushes back in
I wish I could go forget
And act like we never met
But my feelings linger instead (Yeah)
I have so many bad thoughts
My broken hearts broken
I wish I wasn't angry
I hide all my emotion
I really need to detox
My feelings unspoken
So I'll just write a sad song
This is how I'm coping
I know that it's over
But I don't know how to start
To try and start over
And just mend my broken heart
It keeps getting colder
Voices tell me I'm too far
I want to get closer
And just mend my broken heart
I'm lacing up some old shoes and even they have memories
They were the only ones I wore when we would always see
Each other, you said you liked them, that's why I remember these
Now I just wrote a whole verse about my old shoes
I remember the old days sitting next to you
That's when I would feel things instead of just refuse
Even if we weren't together I would definitely choose
The days when we were best friends and my heart felt so brand new
But now
Feels like everything's been put on hold
My feelings vanish and my heart grows cold
I'm trying to move on and just be more bold
That's what my name means but it just won't enfold (Yeah)
I can't act on my desires
Cuz I felt things in denial
So many days I feel lower
Remember when I felt higher
Tryna read more of my Bible
And get strength from my Provider
I'm searching for healing
To wake up to a new horizon
I know that it's over
But I don't know how to start
To try and start over
And just mend my broken heart
It keeps getting colder
Voices tell me I'm too far
I want to get closer
And just mend my broken heart (Yeah, yeah)
Please mend my broken heart (Yeah, yeah)
Won't You mend my broken heart (Yeah)
I thought too much on what we could be
And not what we are
I dreamt so much and thought it should be
I still think you're a star
But dealing with feelings that would be
Is just really hard
I'm left with all these scars
Please mend my broken heart