CCS - Narcissist war Lyrics

Lets start easy okay
The honeymoon phase, we have all been there
So sweet so sweet, like nothing is missing
The smiles, the laughing, and don't forget the red cheeks
You lose track of time, and the days between
You almost forget you have your own family
But that's the funny thing about that phase
Nothing really mattered as long as we were okay

The mind such a powerful thing, but so easy to trick
The heart filled with delicate strings, so easy to break
Sad how those two things, can get your hands tied or wrapped around someone's finger
We all know what that is, but do you really know what it's like?

You don't know what it's like to live between, fight or flight
You don't know what i have sacrificed
But if you do, i'm sorry for you
We both know, we had better things to do
We spend a lot of time being framed
No matter the proof, we will always be doomed
But that's what it's like to be at war with a narcissist

How can a woman so independent look herself in the eyes
When she drags herself through hell day and night, that's not healthy they laughed and smiled
The truth is
We wanted help but had to be careful, or the bear will wake
Try being in those shoe's
In our heads one sentence repeat
"Help me i'm drowning, can't you see?"

One year has passed and we still believed
We both said forever, what an awful cliche
Thought it was normal, so i keept living in that fantasy
Two years has passed, getting tirering
Oh little me, how naive could you be
To believe a word coming out of that mouth
Lie's lie's lie's
Three years has past, but not for free
I fought and fought but not for me, but i got to pay the price
And listen psychologists ain't cheap
I just hope that you're f*cked up as me
I wanna say sorry for standing in your way
But then i rembered it was you standing in my way
I know the memories will stay, but at least you're out of my way

The mind such a powerful thing, but so easy to trick
The heart filled with delicate strings, so easy to break
Sad how those two things, can get your hands tied or wrapped around someone's finger
We all know what that is, but do you really know what it's like?

You don't know what it's like to live between, fight or flight
You don't know what i have sacrificed
But if you do, i'm sorry for you
We both know, we had better things to do
We spend a lot of time being framed
No matter the proof, we will always be doomed
But that's what it's like to be at war with a narcissist

You can't control what people will feel
You can't control what they think
All you really can control is you
I know it's not easy, believe me i have been there too
You need to break free, from whatever is holding you down
Sadly we both know, that it is a whoever