Ain't nobody wondering what I'm really doing right now but I pop pop pop
Ain't nobody knowing what I'm doing right now I'm boutta send my shot
If you thinking that I don't love you right now then I think you forgot
Don't get me mistaken I ain't ever f*cking with a thot
And I'm dying here waiting for you, I'm bleeding out my heart for you
And I'm losing this battle with me, these tears keep on blinding me
These lonely nights start to be my paradise
Looking in the mirror I don't wanna see who's there, but I know it in my head that I can't change my damn mind
4 in the morning why am I still awake
Thinking of the things that could've gone right, but I can't change the past need to get it through my damn head
Ain't nobody wanna see me win
All these f*ckin phonies they ain't ever jumping in
Leave me all alone while I'm begging for a hand
But I think I'm getting used to it I think I'm fitting in
Ain't nobody wondering what I'm really doing right now but I pop pop pop
Ain't nobody knowing what I'm doing right now I'm boutta send my shot
If you thinking that I don't love you right now then I think you forgot
Don't get me mistaken I ain't ever f*cking with a thot
And I'm dying here waiting for you, I'm bleeding out my heart for you
And I'm losing this battle with me, these tears keep on blinding me
C B A C K go F U C K yourself f*ck out my face
If you don't wanna hype me up then stop taking up my space, and your presence is a waste, get up outta here with haste
Eh, I need a breather, so does your f*ckin bitch but she's going deeper
Do I wanna quit or fail bitch I think I neither
Bitch I'm staying here for free while you pay the meter
You know
You know that I've been finding myself
Don't know why I feel I'm locked in a cell
Dark thoughts that's where that I seem to dwell
Now I'm really starting to change my mind this time this time (This time)
Really gonna start only making what I want this time this time (This time)
If you love me will you f*ck me like you mean it this time this time (This time)
I just wanna where I'm f*cking going this time this time (This time)
Ain't nobody wondering what I'm really doing right now but I pop pop pop
Ain't nobody knowing what I'm doing right now I'm boutta send my shot
If you thinking that I don't love you right now then I think you forgot
Don't get me mistaken I ain't ever f*cking with a thot
And I'm dying here waiting for you, I'm bleeding out my heart for you
And I'm losing this battle with me, these tears keep on blinding me