Cavillo - Used To Be Lyrics

Lost my house lost the feeling for the people that i love
And the things i liked to do it doesn't matter now enough for me
To even act like i'm okay but There is not much for me to say that's what it used to be
I am stuck in the past get of my back it like i'm falling
Try not to attack only see when i try calling you
To ask advice about my life is what i'm supposed to do
Don't try and say that i don't listen cause i understood
Still sometimes thinking back much regrets and i hate it
But some of the stuff that happened is already faded
Hope that i can look back and can say that I made it
That i made it
Life is shit shit happens nobody ever tell me why
All the water in the sky was nothing compared to my eyes
All the times that i was asked are you good and i said fine
Yes i lied to your face was just trying to be kind
No one ever really wondered how i really felt inside
No of course they did but i was just trying to remind
The fact that if you didn't want to know what or why there is not something like a easy peasy option to rewind
I tried to escape from my home there was no option
Came down stair looked like a fight fabric production
Told me go back i don't want any interruption
Don't have any money but still worry about consumption
Dont cry much but right know it happens often
Want to let it go my feelings dont wanna drop them
Don't want to fake it hope that i come back in 3 years just going to say it again i want to make it