I cant say that im all alright
I cant say that life is all fine but
Parents broke up shit is on my mind
Had some people that are by my side but i still try
To not repeat all the words in my head
But al the memories and fights
Are just bringing me back to
To the time were it al began
But life isn't just a game now your here then your gone
Now its to late to tell you
Oh im afraid
Tell me this shit is fake your heart didn't really break
I know I know you guys are over now still don't know why it did
Im sorry just turnd 15 and have to procces this
I thought you were heaven sent
Now im feeling better dead
Demons want their pound of flesh
Im so damned like the rest
I'm in my head but im not depressed
Im just withering within and i can't live with it
How much more care i take, got a brother in the grave
And a lover who couldn't stay
I don't think ill ever change
Couple scars on my heart that i left unspoken
Always moved around so home felt broken
Got a lot to say but it's hard to be open
When the ones closest act like it never happened
But now its to
Late to tell you
Oh im afraid
Tell me this shit is fake your heart didn't really break
It's too late
To tell you oh im afraid
Tell me this shit is fake your heart didn't really break