With the blade in my hand
Laid out in the backyard
The blood trickles slowly
Running over my scars
You taught me how to hate myself
You taught me how to hate myself
You taught me how to hate myself
You taught me how to hate myself
There was an optimist in me once
That kid died years ago
Killed by your f*cking ignorance
And a hate I'd never known
So run your f*cking mouth
Spew all of your bullshit
But when push comes to f*cking shove
You'll run like a little bitch
You taught me how to hate myself
It came so easy cause you do it so well
A painful death is coming for you
I hope one day you'll get a f*cking clue
You'll call me a coward (insecure)
Tell me I'm confused (immature)
But I know that I want (absolute)
To be nothing like you (failure)
Plaguing my mind, it feels like a curse
Whispering your meaningless words
I will live my truth
I am not ashamed of who I am
I have nothing to hide
And if you think any different
Come and f*cking meet me outside