Caught in Joy - Free Lyrics

I've wasted far too many days of my life
I'd rather f*ck it up if it is mine
Locked alone inside, I am just fine
It's better when I never open my eyes

I could never be something anyway
Sitting in this filth wasting the days
No one comes to see me anymore
The only face I see in my doorway is a whore

And now that I'm free and I can be
However sick I want to be
I'll lock the door
I'll lay here lonely
Just how I'm meant to be

All I think about is how I rot
Deep inside I only think one thought
No one's here to tell me what to be
Locked away I'm not coming out of that door

And now that I'm free
And I can be However sick I want to be
I'll lock the door
I'll lay here lonely
Just how i'm meant to be

And now that I'm free and I can be
However sick I want to be
I'll lock the door
I'll lay here lonely
Just how I'm meant to be

And now that I'm free