Take control and never it let go
I try but sobriety's so hard to come by
Withstand the force of a typhoon
Drowning my thoughts out with things I don't like to
Think about much less talk about
Doesn't matter anyway
Failing relentlessly
I think I'm falling into a blackout
Pulled back held down
No future of mine
Wreaking havoc on my conscience
Rethink remind
It's a matter of time
Before the river drowns me completely
I don't know why you keep asking
I'm fine, I swear I am
Concealed by my own eyes
I'm falling into a blackout
Gripped by cold dead hands
Saps life as I know it
Everlasting
Urge wont satiate
A lust for submission Ill take to my grave
Permeate my thoughts
And renew the cycle
Holding back hell will only swell my desire
This craving
Has overtaken me
Gripped by cold dead hands
Saps life as I know it
Everlasting
Urge wont satiate
A lust for submission Ill take to my grave
Permeate my thoughts
And renew the cycle
Holding back hell will only swell my desire
This craving
Has overtaken me