CatalystAZ - Trapped In My Head Lyrics

I make up stories in my head to keep Me down and grounded
How long until I realize that Im here Just drowning
Ill try to keep myself afloat
Ill try to keep myself alive
For all those times Im asking
When does it get better
Weight caving in
Stress it takes ahold and I just
Cant let this go
This grip it has its taking over
Trapped in my head
I am hopelessly spinning
Cant fall asleep until this bottles empty
I self sabotage with the worst of Intentions
Trapped in this hell I've made
Can't seem to find my way
I built a box in side my head that I cant Seem to get out
This path Im on it leads to lies told by My past self
All of these lies that are
Trapped in my mind
Slowly they turn to the voices inside
Voice inside
No where to run no where to hide
Telling myself that my whole lifes a lie
Trapped in my head
I am hopelessly spinning
Cant fall asleep until this bottles empty
I self sabotage with the worst of Intentions
Trapped in this hell Ive made
Cant seem to find my way
Lying alone and theres
No one to turn too
Asking myself how the hell
Did I get here
Restlessly wrestling with theses Thoughts in my head
Its me vs me and these lies that Im living in
Trapped in my head
I am hopelessly spinning
Cant fall asleep until this bottles empty
I self sabotage with the worst of Intentions
Trapped in this hell Ive made
Cant seem to find my way
I keep wrestling with myself
Its time to turn the page and run
I'll keep fighting to be free
And Ill keep fighting for someone too
Not feel this way
Not feel like me
Hope it guides me
I wont look back its all behind me