Yeah, you turnt, PJ
I be thinkin' bout the death and shit
Sippin' woc, it's my medicine
I don't gotta sign no deal, cause I'm relevant
You be talkin' bout the percs, but you ain't poppin' shit
If I ever disappear, would you still love me
Nodding off during the day, cause my cup muddy
I ain't worrying bout a ho, cause I'm gettin' money
I be havin' dark days, I ain't shit sunny
Man, I'm really f*cked up, cause I'm from the trenches
Every time I wake up, I get tired of livin'
Got my phone on DND, cause it keep ringin'
I wanna live a happy life, but somethin' is missin'
In a room dark as f*ck, I'm feelin' depressed
I don't really f*ck with life, cause it feels like a mess
But everyday I'm off my ass, I'm tryin' my best
I'ma grind hella hard, till the day of death
Every time I look up, it's a sad day
Sometimes I don't feel like livin' in a bad way
Don't tell me about a situation, if I ain't gettin' paid
He watched his homie get dropped, that's a sad case
Mama told me everybody life has a meaning
It don't even feel real, feelin' like I'm dreamin'
I be stressin' so much, so I get to sleepin'
I don't really feel the love, so I get to weepin'
I just thought about my niggas in the tear dropped
For the ones that's up above, and the ones that's locked
Feel like makin' up with people, I'ma keep em' blocked
Everybody switchin' teams, so I'm keepin' a glock
Fell off with a couple niggas, cause they got to hating
My mind f*cked up so much, I start hallucinating
Everything is getting' bad, even my imagination
Because the time that I'm on earth, I feel like time is wasted
One day I gotta accept that I'm not okay
I done seen some bad shit, man my mind ain't straight
I dreamed' bout them niggas, shooting got it on replay
I don't even f*ck with niggas, tell em' stay away
In a room dark as f*ck, I'm feelin' depressed
I don't really f*ck with life, cause it feels like a mess
But everyday I'm off my ass, I'm tryin' my best
I'ma grind hella hard, till the day of death