cashkee - Blue Room Lyrics

I know, I know
Good with words, Caleb, you're quotable
I hope her coke so white, I can't see her ghost in it
That coke was so white, I could see her ghost in it
I only know one life, that's the one you postin' it
Got me askin' what I do wrong, did I do anything right
I should've saw it comin', you only visit me at night
Livin' with demons, I don't know if I can fight
All this darkness, there's no light
Two faces the one, you let me see be fakin'
I can't shake it, I can't take it, I think I'm breakin'
I don't know what you doin', we ain't talk
I don't know how you movin', take that picture down
Your silence too loud, why don't you want me around
Posted up your city, you should be with me
You should be with me
You want the ghost, not the Bentayga
She made US a horror film, now she my X, Jenna Ortega
Should've listened to Cole when he said don't save her
Should've listened to Cole when he said don't save her
Different girls, same lesson, how many times
Different girls, same song, how many lines
How many times you die? How many times you cry
I can't ignore the pain, you treat me like a lame
But you know I ain't the same, might just hit what's her name
Might just hit what's her name
Can't love her, can't seem to let her go
My heart a cemetery, surrounded by these ghosts
She all in my notes, I'm just here for the ride
Makin' a ghost my valentine
Cupid can keep his flowers, my heart she devoured
Took my 9-11, crashed it straight into the tower
Now I'm a ghost
Soul ties, we did a blood ritual
Suicidal thoughts, it's habitual
Feel like we never happened, your love was fictional
Was never tryna fix you
Leos and Libras, don't think I'm tryna diss you
I don't know where I missed you
Never wanted to cause an issue
Someone grab the tissue, put my stamp on you
My fam keep askin' about my lil' friend
I guess that make a twin
They just like you, y'all just want me to win
I'm not winnin' if you not by my side
Is lovin' you really a crime
Did you think you was wastin' your time
Were you tired of waitin' in line
This my monument to you
The Legion gon' create a shrine
Nofilly shit, you forever mine
This one of them, I had to take my time
Ladies and gentlemen, thank you for tunin' in
Cashkee , live from the motherf*ckin' blue room
You know how we get down in this motherf*cka
In the f*ckin' blue room
Ayy, we lettin' it go
Let me know, don't leave me in the cold
Talkin' to you like speakin' in code
What's the word, girl, let me know
You supposed to be backstage, at least you front row
I guess you kept me on a need to know
Lookin' at you now, I don't even know
Put me out, baby, I'm freezin' cold
Did I even know you? I don't know
I'll draw your name in the snow
Wanted to ice you out, girl, you don't even know
I'ma shine regardless
I promise I tried my hardest
I just wanna stay ducked off
Really feelin' like f*ck off
Tired of fake love, tired of feelin' like it's my fault
Maybe it is
I can't keep blamin' myself for shit you did
Is it mine or his
After this, we can't be friends
I hope you think about me when you alone
I thought it was over, now I'm goin' through withdrawals
Yeah