Cash Elijah - LCD Imposter Syndrome Lyrics

I'll hear a thousand affirmations
And none will feel the same as when they roll off your lips
I'll find my self worth, boiled down, to three words spoken, only sounds
These expectations I'll never communicate
Just lay there in silence and pretend it's okay
Fear I'll be let down once again
Fear I'm asking too much, fear I am the problem
Am I worthy of hearing what I want?
A thousand stupid metaphors from your tongue
I'll always need more than you'll give me
I will always covet, for when I've found it
Figurative thousands staring at me
Pictures and captions, directed by a screen
I never imagined I'd meet my dreams
And still fall face first away from what I need
Idly resenting, I'm actively presenting a fake face, to mask all my mistakes
I hope one day you'll see me ask behind my eyes, for a little more, another kiss goodbye