I'm all out of ideas
On how to reach you
I called and left a message
God, I need you
I been doing circles
Just to try and find you
I'm calling out your name
Have I been lied to?
Lately things aren't going great
I slowly lost our secret place
I lay down and I try to pray
Then I get up and watch nothing change
I can't hear things
I can't see things
God I have to feel your touch
It gets so hard
Feeling distant
Is this all a little much
For me to ask?
God would you laugh
If I said my thoughts out loud?
Feel like a child
'Cause deep down all
I wanna do is make you proud
Do you feel proud of me?