Carina - I've Tried Lyrics

Last night I had this dream
It was just him and me
Piggybacks
Him looking at me so carefully
Last night I had this dream
But I woke up heart aching
Cause it's not what I thought
I live through my friends vicariously
Cause
It's just me myself and I
Stay in another quiet night
It's fine it's fine I'm fine
Cause I've tried
A hundred million times
Been myself
But nothings ever right
Cause I've tried I've tried
But this couldn't be a dream
Cause it felt to real to be
Guess my mind
Really is
Just playing tricks on me
I talk to all my friends
But they never really understand
Cause to them
They don't know
What it's like to always play pretend
Cause
It's just me myself and I
Stay in another quiet night
It's fine it's fine I'm fine
Cause I've tried
A hundred million times
Been myself
But nothings ever right
Cause I've tried I've tried
But maybe I'm just caught up in my ways
And maybe I've just never been a reason to stay
And I just can't keep on falling out of place
Cause I will never mold or ever be close to having her face
Cause
It's just me myself and I
Stay in another quiet night
It's fine it's fine I'm fine
Cause I've tried
A hundred million times
Been myself
But nothings ever right
Cause I've tried I've tried
I've tried